BETWEEN THE REAL
AND
THE NEVERLAND
Real Life is Real Life
Neverland isn’t Called Never Land for
Nothing
Chapter 1 : Alex and Her Feelings
She would always get what she
wanted. Truth was, she was just an ordinary girl who did not have any idea as
to what she had been looking for. She always felt something strange that was
out for words that could always catch all her attention and thoughts into
thinking about it. She felt like she was waiting for something to happen and
that there was something or perhaps someone she was looking for.
It was not a nightmare. It was
nothing but just feelings she always felt and that just feelings always hit her
that it could make her go mad at any time. Sometimes, she would pray at night
that she would rather have the same nightmare every night than have such a
feeling that she could not help but feel every time. It used to mean nothing to
her for having such feelings but that such feelings had hit her since she was
10 and it had been 8 years then..
She had world in her hands for
having such a good looking boyfriend with so much money to burn. He was the one
who made Alexis Enderson got what she wanted in life. But that was not as to why Alex said yes to him when he asked
her to be his. Only because of the simple fact that he treated her right. He
was not a big headed young boy or an asshole with the things he had in hands
and Alex really adored that about him.
Alex and Joey would always be seen as
a cute couple anyone would dream to have. But no one could never really blame
Alex if she still had thoughts on the things she always felt even when she was
with her lovely boyfriend. She would get distracted but then Joey would drew
her out into reality and then the next minute she would get distracted again
and he would drew her out again and it would always go that way. Joey had no
idea of what was going through his girl’s mind and feelings but he felt one
thing for sure he would regret if he did not listen to his feelings that he had
to keep her in his hands, safe and sound, no matter what.
No one knew what was going through
Alex’ mind and feelings, no one had idea as to why Alex got distracted at times
and then there was Alex herself who did not have idea at all as to what was
wrong with her. Why did she always feel something that she felt she should not
feel it? She had a fine parents and a lovely 11 years old brother and not to
mention, the amazing boyfriend of her. Then, why did she feel like she was
waiting and looking for something or perhaps somebody? Alex was afraid that she
would never get the answer and she felt just as much that the answer would be
something she would wish she would never find out.
Alexis never really had the nerve to
spill out what she felt. She felt like she should keep everything locked. She
felt like it should not ever be spilled out and that she should keep it to
herself or else she would regret that she had ever even been born on earth.
“Alex, what’s wrong? We’re just
hugging each other. You don’t want me hugging you, baby?”
“no. I don’t know. No, I mean.. oh
no..”
She was struggling for words and for
the huge thing she felt hitting her feelings and breaking through her heart.
That feelings was different. That one was stronger that it made her upset from
head to toe. It felt like the feelings was screaming, forcing to be understood.
It was like the feelings wanted all of Alex to just pay attention and see
things but how could you expect someone to understand a thing that does not
speak? ( the feelings, it can’t speak, right? :D )
Joey was as much upset seeing Alex
like that but he could never do anything much since she told him nothing. He
just hugged her tighter than ever and kissed her on the forehead.
“Sorry, Joey. I gotta go”
Alex released herself from his embrace
and stood up. Joey startled by her sudden move. She would never release herself
from his embrace. But still, he managed to say
“I’m going with you, baby” and he
stood up.
“no. I’m going by myself. I’m sorry”
she said and then she was far from his eyes to see..
**********
Author : Lintang Puspitasari / twitter :
@flowerosalice / fb : Lintang Puspita Victorialice
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sorry if I make mistakes :D ;)
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