Thursday, January 26, 2017

BETWEEN THE REAL AND THE NEVERLAND Chapter 14 ( JB FanFiction/JBFF)

BETWEEN THE REAL
AND
THE NEVERLAND

 
Real Life is Real Life

Neverland isn’t Called Never Land for Nothing
 

Chapter 14 : The Neverland

“let her go!” the queen
said after a moment
“I’m sorry we don’t
take any order of yours, Queen Mertha” one of them replied
And as realization hit
Liz that the newborns were bringing Alex who was supposed to be protected by Cristy,
she gasped
“what the fuck did you
do to Cristy?” Liz asked them in her low voice but she sure as hell sounded
bitter and hurt of imagining what could’ve happened to her best friend.
“well, since we’re here
with this Alexis girl, then I guess you already know the answer” one of them
replied to her
“you didn’t fucking
kill her, bastards!” she cried
And there the fight
began again starting from Liz with the newborns. She was really mad that she
lost her best friend because of them. Meanwhile, the queen just stood there and
the one who was carrying Alex did the same too. That one newborn wanted to make
a move but since the queen was in his way, he decided to let the queen make a
move first. Not even a minute after, Justin was in the entrance room too and as
soon as he got there he set his eyes on nothing but the helpless bloody Alex on
the newborn’s hands. He was mad furious seeing the view that it made his body
shaking from head to toe even his eyes could tell the same too as they looked
deadly and hard. no one realized of his presence and he still didn’t make any
move. But then, the fight was stopped in a second as everyone seemed to be
hurting without any obvious reason. Everyone in the room looked like they were
dying inside as they were all groaning in pain, but queen Mertha, she was
trying to fight it or at least try to control it, and as for the newborn that
was carrying Alex, he released her from his hands and held his head instead
now. There the queen realized of Justin’s presence in the room, she turned
around as she found out that he was just standing there looking straight on the
front and she soon learned that he set his eyes on Alex as his body was shaking
from how furious he was and how he was trying to take control of everyone’s
mind in the room to replace it with pain.
“don’t do it upon me so
I can help her” the queen told him in between the pain she was starting to
feel, Justin was apparently putting on too much pain that was impossible to
bear that it could lead to death. Even, the queen was surprised of how powerful
he actually was for his power. Justin himself actually did realize of how
strong this one power of his could be but he never really knew how to do it
well or how to control it. so when he heard the queen, he thought of ways to
control the power but as he was trying, Maria and one of her newborns were
making their moves to the room.
“it’s working. Keep it
this way, Justin” she told him as she approached Alex and carried her in her
hands.
“what the f-fuck?!!”
Maria spat as soon as she got to the messy place.
She was shocked to find
out that Justin was just standing there but he could hurt the whole room
without making any move. Meanwhile, Justin was trying to widen the pain to
reach Maria and the one newborn the second he knew they’re there. On the other
hand, the queen was trying to get out of the mansion but to her lack, Maria saw
her. but before she chased after the queen, she managed to give her only one
newborn, at the time which hadn’t got Justin’s control yet, an order.
“attack him on the
neck! Stop him!” she ordered
“I need your help,
Maria” he answered her fast
“I’m not strong enough
to fight him after what that blood did to me. He’s smart he knows that. just do
what I say, idiot!” she replied him
“shit! I’m not a fucking
idiot” the newborn murmured in annoyance.
He then just did what
he was told as he wanted to prove Maria wrong that he could handle Justin
enough for an idiot. On the other hand, Maria was indeed in pain even when it
looked like it didn’t really affect her but it actually did. She somehow lost
balance of herself, power and strength. But, knowing it was Maria, she sure
wouldn’t wanna hold back so she managed to put aside the pain she was feeling
and tried to chase after the queen. Now her top mission was to kill the human
girl. that day, she figured that the queen cared for her safety too to the
point where she would be disappointed in herself if she got killed that it
would have an effect on the queen. For that, Maria thought that killing her
would be what was best to do for the very benefit of her. meanwhile, Justin
obviously heard them and that kind of bothered his focus. Besides, he was also
preparing himself for a sudden attack from the newborn. Not to mention, he was
sick worried of the queen and Alexis. And that made his focus even more
distracted. Even if the fact that he was granted with a great focus, well,
there was just too much on his shoulders at the moment.
The newborn tried to
put his focus together just as before he attacked Justin. he didn’t wanna end
up like his pals, groaning in pain under Justin’s control. And then, there he
went attacking Justin on the neck like a wild animal. He gave it a fist or two
and tried to strangle him. There, Justin lost the control of everyone in the
room. they did realize of what had just happened to them, everyone knew of what
Justin capable of. They tried to put themselves together before getting back to
what they did before, fighting. The next minute, the room was a huge mess
again. everyone was fighting each other like there was no tomorrow. No one held
back at the moment unless their leader gave the command to.
“help me out, idiots!”
the newborn that was starting to feel like he couldn’t get rid of Justin by
himself cried out loud.
The other newborns in
the room obviously heard him so they made a move right after hearing him. Now
Justin was being attacked by 10 or so newborns.
“shit!” he spat

“Justin, Queen Mertha
& Alexis!” Liz cried in the middle of her fighting newborns
He sure heard her and
he sure knew what she was trying to tell him.
“I got them. We got
them!” she said again.
But he knew too well
that he couldn’t just leave the newborns he was fighting with now. He then came
up with an idea. He suddenly stopped fighting them and just stood there as he was
trying to control them. The newborns then realized of what he was trying to do.
Too late though, the next second, those 10 newborns were groaning in pain. They
were only 10 so he could take a full control of them easily as he heightened
the pain level to its fullest and the next 3 or so seconds, they all fell to
the floor lying helpless leaving the world forever. Right after, he wasted no
time, he sprinted out of the mansion and tried to find the queen by smelling
her scent, Alexis’ and Maria’s scent, but in actuality though, the one thing
that did attract him was the smell of Alex’ blood. He basically just followed
the smell of her blood because it was just so strong. That just went to show
that she had lost many blood and that she needed help as soon as possible. The
thought of her dying and fighting for her dear life couldn’t sit right in
Justin’s mind. He felt like he was dying just like her for only thinking about
that.
It seemed like it was
already in the middle of the day since the sun was shining a little bit too
bright and the woods apparently didn’t really have a lot of big trees to cover
the sunlight but that didn’t stop Justin from looking for Alex. he sprinted out
hopefully he would find them in no time and also to avoid the bright sun. Minutes
went by fast but he still hadn’t found them. But he knew that he was getting
closer as he could smell the scent of her blood getting stronger by the
seconds.
“fuck! How much did she
lose her blood?!” he thought to himself.
“I’m so going to kill
the bitch!” he spat as he kept sprinting out, following the smell.
About time that he
finally got to find them. There Justin found them, most likely, in the very
corner of a wood. There he also found both the queen and Maria were fighting
over each other in the part of the wood where there wasn’t so much of a
sunlight which was blocked by the big trees. He noticed that Maria would always
fall to the ground time and time, she would always lose to the queen, but she
didn’t give any sign that she would give up any time soon. There was also one
thing that was not out of his attention at the time that he noticed, the queen
could actually just use Alex’ blood, the remaining of her blood, to kill her
already but the fact that she chose to fight her herself just went to show that
she was not as bad as he thought she was, that she wasn’t a heartless like what
he told her she was moments back then. Because all this time he would think
that she lost her heart ever since she was crowned as the queen of Neverland.
Then he finally landed his eyes to a helpless figure that was lying on the
ground trying to keep her eyes open fighting for the dear life. There, it was
like his eyes were about to fall to the ground. There, his eyes and look were
like that something no one dared to lay an eye on because of the fact that it
could simply creep the shit out of them. He then wasted no time and approached
her. he fell to the ground right in front of her figure. He lift her head from
the ground as he put it on his tight instead. He had a really clear view of her
now that she was more than just dying, she was real close to losing her soul
from her body, she was battling with the pain she was suffering from losing too
much blood, to make it even worse, from being bitten by some newborns. There
was a cloth surrounding her neck and arms to help the blood stop pouring out.
Fragment of blood was on her clothes and body. There he learned that they not
only bit her on the neck but also on both of her arms. She closed her eyes and
opened them once and a while as she was trying to be awake. She looked
extremely pale and weak. It was actually a miracle that she was still breathing
that she was still awake now. There, it hit Justin’s button seeing her that
miserable. He couldn’t stand it at all to the point where it broke his heart
seeing her like that.
“stay awake, please” he
said
“you can go through
this. I believe in you, Alexis” he said to her but sounded more like he said it
to himself to convince himself that she was going to be okay.
“just don’t leave me”
he murmured as he closed his eyes
“I will kill them! I
promise!” he said firmly as opening his eyes again.
If he was mad furious before,
he sure as hell was double mad furious now. There was only one thing in his
mind at the moment that was to kill everyone who had laid their hands on Alex.
Justin then sprinted
out to Maria and the queen separating the both of them from fighting as he
threw Maria away to a big tree. The queen was happy enough to know that Justin
was there but still she was still worrying about Alex. she couldn’t let her die
after what she did for her land. she felt like she owed her so much. So she
wasted no time to approach Alex and gave her some words that she had to make
it. she didn’t know what to do, she might be a queen of a land with all the
power and stuff but when it came to dealing with a dying human, she had no idea
what to do. She did her best though by giving her clothes to Alex to try to
help the blood stop pouring.
Meanwhile Justin was
still dealing with Maria.
“you all sure care
enough for that human girl huh” Maria said as she was trying to stand up
recollecting herself
“she has a name” he
hissed cold
“aww what now? Justin
the greatest guy yet arrogant in the Neverland is starting to give a fuck about
this kind of thing? That she has a name?” she said trying to sound as bitter as
she could possibly make in between the pain she kept on feeling inside her
body. It seemed like Alex’ blood was giving its effect on Maria slowly but
surely.
“shut the fuck up!” he
spat right in front of her face. he was now right in front of her ready to
throw her again. he would love to see her in pain before he shut her down
completely.
She suddenly felt eerie
came over her as his tall strong figure stood in front of her. not to mention,
when she looked at his eyes she felt like she was wrong all this time for ever
thinking Alex was the death of her, the guy that was now standing in front of
her was. However, she wouldn’t show it, she still had the pride in herself.
“you can kiss me to shut
me up, Justin, like you always would” she said smirking trying to ease the
tension. But of course, it was a wrong move of her. she should’ve known better
not to play games with a furious Justin. he threw her again to another big
tree, this time was harder. Before she even had the time to recollect herself
together for the millionth time that day, he threw her again and again and
again. she felt like she couldn’t fight Justin at all. she was getting weaker
by the minutes, him throwing her time and time had made it even worse, not to
mention, the fact that he would throw her away to the ground where the sunlight
was shining only made her body burning even worse on the outside
“Justin, just kill her
already!” the queen cried
She had been watching
them, obviously. She couldn’t stand it seeing him being so tough towards her.
well, the queen was just a girl who had a soft heart just like any other girls
out there.
“if you wanna kill her,
just kill her already.” she cried again
“don’t fucking tell me
what to do! She has to go through what Alexis’ going through. She gotta feel
the pain!” he growled as he was approaching to Maria again.
There, the queen
learned that he lost his mind that he was not in his right state of mind at the
time being. She was afraid no one could control him. She then thought of
something smart to come up with so he would control himself and not completely
lose himself.
“Justin, you have to
think about Alexis” she said
he sure heard her cause
just as he was about to throw Maria again, he stopped. She then knew she
reached him.
“we have to help Alexis
real quick. She’s dying” she said again
He then threw Maria to
the ground instead of to a big tree and there he kneed down and took a hold on
her neck.
“you should know not to
mess with me” he said firm
He made her stand as he
was strangling Maria now. She was trying to fight him this time. she wouldn’t
let him kill her.
“you can fuck yourself
in hell” he said straight to her face as he tightened the choke.
He then got something
popped up in his mind. The next second, Maria fell to the ground as her head
and body was now separated on the ground. The queen shocked of what she had
just witnessed. He broke her neck by strangling her like no other, like a wild
mad animal, he basically killed her like a wild animal. The queen had never
seen this kind of killing. Sure it was common to break necks to shut down their
kind of people but it wasn’t like Justin did it. She then learned about him
again for the hundredth time that Justin got so much of what he was capable of
doing than whats on the outside.
“take her and I’ll take
this bitch” he said as he sprinted out leaving the wood
The queen was wondering
of what was in his mind at the time but she did what she was told anyway. she
knew where he was going as he was heading to nowhere but Maria’s mansion.
They reached the
mansion in a minute and obviously the war was still happening. Justin wasted no
time and entered the mansion carrying Maria’s body on his back and her head in
his hand.
“follow me” he said to
the queen and she sure did what she was told
Then both were entering
the mansion together side by side. the queen was carrying Alex carefully not
wanting to add any more pain to her dying self.
“stop!” Justin kind of
yelled to get everyone’s attention who were really busy fighting
Everyone heard him
enough that the fight finally did stop and everyone was shocked of what Justin
brought with him especially for the newborns.
“see who’s this?” he
said as he lift his hand up to play with Maria’s head.
“the stupid bitch! The
stupid leader of your asses” he said again looking at every newborn in the
room. and then he threw away Maria’s head and body in front of him, in front of
the crowd of the queen’s people and the newborns.
“so if you want to keep
the war going. Just please do it” he murmured emotionless
“you all better be in
our good side now and we wont harm or hurt you” the queen finally spoke
The newborns knew too
well it was useless to keep the war going since their leader was somewhere
completely in the other world. But they also knew too well that if they joined
the queen they wouldn’t ever get to feel the amazing taste of human blood ever
again. While, the newborns seemed to be in thought, Justin spoke again growling
“what the fuck was that
supposed to mean, Mertha? So we’re just going to let them alive after what they
did? After what they did to this land? and to Alexis? Seriously? You’ve got to
be kidding me. I have a so much better plan”
“they can choose,
Justin. if they want to live, they gotta live with us with all our rules and
stuff but if the otherwise, they can kill themselves now” the queen replied
“they all should go
into a painful death. They all fucking deserve to die! They hurt Alexis! They
almost fucking kill her! he growled
And before anyone knew
it, every newborn in the room was groaning in pain. the queen and her people
sure knew who was behind that. the next second was, he wasted no time as he
made his move attacking all the newborns in the room. the newborns couldn’t do
so much since they’re still under Justin’s control even if the pain that Justin
gave them was just normal. The queen’s people were making their space among
Justin and the newborns since the queen told them not to get involved. Meanwhile,
the queen seemed to be in thoughts about what she was supposed to do. The queen
actually didn’t even know what to do. She didn’t know what wise decision should
come up out of this mess. She didn’t even know if letting the newborns to
survive would be the right decision or not because then again, she knew too
well that newborns were no where near easy to be controlled when it comes to
their meal. Besides, she knew that she could never control Justin either,
especially when he was not really in his right state of mind. For that she
decided to just go with Justin this time.
“queen, we’re letting
Justin to finish them all by himself?” Liz suddenly asked
“yeah. let him do what
he wants. It can help ease his…emotion. Besides, I’m sure he wont like it if we
even have the nerve to help. that’ll be like bothering him” she responded.
“I actually have no
problem to just be an audience since this is really an interesting wild fight
among one tough guy with fresh newborns. So fun to watch them groaning in pain
and got thown away for hundreds time.” one of the queen’s people spoke what’s
on his mind as smirking
“well, I think you’re
right” Liz responded him
The queen only smiled
hearing them.
Minutes passed and
there were still like 30 or so newborns left for Justin to finish off.
Something came up in his mind at the moment to make the fight even more
interesting and fun to him. He then stopped fighting them and tried to get a
bit high control of them instead. The next second, the newborns couldn’t even
move as they were busy dealing with the pain they were suffering from at the
time.
“you” Justin said

“all of you” he said
again
“don’t try to even
fight me now and just take my words as your command or else …” he paused
“I can just kill you
all right here right now” he finished his sentence.
The newborns couldn’t
give him any response but they sure heard him enough.
“go out” he ordered
them
“outside” he said
again.
They had no choice but
to follow him. Right before they stepped their foot outside, they found out
that it was in the middle of the day. People in the Neverland especially the
newborns were not supposed to be outside in the daylight and in the middle of the
day especially. Of course. It would be like committing suicide. Unless if there
was something, anything, that was blocking the sunlight.
“what?” Justin asked as
if he didn’t know whats inside their heads at the time
They all were still
under his control. They wanted to respond him but then again, the pain they
were feeling inside their heads were like shutting them down somehow.
“didn’t hear me
enough?” he asked them again
“well, let me do
something then” he said
The next second, they
were groaning again.
“go outside or I’ll
heighten the pain level” he told them
The newborns looked at
each other for a second before doing what they were told.
“this is it” all of
them thought to themselves.
And the next second,
they stepped their foot outside and Justin released them from his control but
soon enough it was replaced by the extreme and immortal pain from the sunlight.

“stupid” he said
watching them groaning even worse than ever
“well, if I were them,
I would be upset too which one i should choose to suffer from knowing the two
are insanely hurtful” Liz spoke and everyone could hear her and couldn’t agree
more with her.
Everyone including
Justin was enjoying the view they were watching at the moment. Finally they got
what they deserved. And it was only a matter of minutes and they would finally
vanish into thin air and Neverland would be so much better right after without
these newborns.
2 minutes or so had
passed and the newborns were all dead asses. Everyone cheered up over this. and
Justin was smirking proud of himself that he could finish off tons of newborns
perfectly. Meanwhile, between the excitement, the queen’s attention was taken
back again to a helpless body of Alex’ in her hands.
“we need to help
Alexis!” the queen finally said out loud
There, everyone’s
attention came to Alex. Justin was now standing in front of the queen looking
at Alex’ helpless body.
“she needs a doctor”
Justin said low
“but there’s no doctor
in Neverland” Liz responded as she was thinking for another solution
“fuck Neverland! We can
get her out of this! She’s fucking dying! We don’t know how she’s doing or
whats exactly going in her dying body nor do we fucking know how to save her!
we need to get her to a hospital right now!” Justin growled. He clearly was
pissed off over her response
“Justin, calm down. We
all worry about her too. But we cant just take her to a hospital you know that.
there must be another solution” the queen said
“we don’t fucking have
time! she’s too dying to wait for another fucking solution that we still don’t
even know if it exists to even begin with!” he growled as he turned his back to
everyone and lowering his head.
The queen knew that he
was somehow right but she also believed that there must have been another
better solution that wouldn’t harm anyone. They couldn’t just take her to a
hospital (there was no hospital in Neverland since no one would need it) with
her condition of being bit by their kind because it would only make humans
speculate things. She then ordered Liz to take Alex home with her people while
she was trying to calm Justin down as she was thinking for a solution out of
this. Liz and her people just did what they were told and rushed home to put
Alex on a bed so she would get a better and comfortable position.
“where the fuck are
they taking her to?” he spat as he realized of them sprinting out of the
mansion

Maria's Mansion

Newborn Vamps' Eyes

Vamps' Eyes

The Woods

Alexis Anderson

 
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Author : Lintang Puspitasari / twitter : @flowerosalice / fb : Lintang Puspita Victorialice
Ps : English aint the language I speak in every day life, so, so sorry if I make mistakes :D ;)
any critic and advice are accepted ;)
so, all is okay ;)
#muchlove
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BETWEEN THE REAL AND THE NEVERLAND Chapter 13 ( JB FanFiction/JBFF)

BETWEEN THE REAL
AND
THE NEVERLAND

Real Life is Real Life

Neverland isn’t Called Never Land for Nothing

Chapter 13 : The Human Blood and the Neverland

 The next morning, he could feel she was awake and made a move.
“where are you going?” he asked still leaning to a tree. She glanced at him and she believed he was in that position all night long because then again, he wasn’t like her.
“I told you”
“you don’t know this wood. Follow me” he said, emotionless.
“don’t you even try to show me the way back home”
“I wont”
She somehow knew he wasn’t lying because he had been cold this morning like the Justin he used to be. And when he was cold, he didn’t tell lies most of the time because he got no time for bullshit.
They finally was already out of the wood. They drove to the queen’s mansion with Justin’s car that was left there back then when they entered the wood. Both never uttered a word to each other. He was still pissed and she was in no mood to talk to him cause it would probably end up with them throwing arguments or anything if she started to open her mouth.
“you’re here” he said just as he stopped the car. She got out of the car and found out that he wasn’t coming with her as he drove by leaving her alone in front of the queen’s mansion.
The mansion was not like the last time she was here, it looked more like a mansion that was left by its people. Basically she noticed that all the houses looked just like the mansion when she was on the way to the mansion not once she spotted any sign of people. Then again, she knew that this land was like a dead land when it was daylight but it wasn’t this dead before. The mansion used to have people guarding on the front but there was no one now.
Before she had the chance to knock on the door, someone opened it for her first.
“what are you doing here, Alexis? Come in!” Cristy pulled her inside the house. she didn’t expect to get such a respond anyway but well, she knew that anyone would be surprised to find out she came back instead of with Justin going out of the land.
“where’s the queen ? I wanna meet her”
“yeah come with me. By the way, you should’ve been with Justin right?”
“he drove me here anyway”
“yeah we know that but I mean..”
“thanks Cristy. We’’ll talk later, okay?” she said to her smiling
“oh okay”
The room where the queen was filled with some people, obviously they were discussing about something and as soon as they found out she was entering the room, they all stopped talking. The queen nodded her head once and then all of them left the room leaving only both Alex and the queen.
“it’s really a surprise for all of us knowing you come here again, Alexis.” She said, smiling, as she gestured her to take a seat.
“I know” Alex replied smiling
“so what brought you here?”
“I wanted to help”
“hold on..are you saying you wanted to help us by giving your blood to us to kill Maria?”
“she actually doesn’t need to make it that clear” she thought to herself.
“yeah, queen Mertha. I wanna help I cant just walk by this land when I know you all need me. My blood to be exact”
“but what made you come to this decision ? you should’ve been with Justin now in the wood”
“yeah I think I made him mad but he drove me here by the way. So I talked things with Justin last night about how important my blood is for the land and everything. I figured that I really need to do this that I need to help Neverland no matter what. Besides, I’ve actually been thinking about this ever since Justin killed that Gerald guy that night”
“I’m sorry for what happened with you because of Gerald.”
“it’s okay. It’s just the past”
“we can never thank you enough if you really want to do this. I’m asking you one more time, I believe Justin told you everything about your decision so are you being serious with what you said?”
“100% and yeah he did tell me everything”
And that was it. they discussed things. All of the people in the mansion. Everything was finally on set. The plan was set for the queen to shut down Maria with  Alex’ blood. For the safety of her, they took some of her blood and put it in a bottle. And when the fight happened, she would be in the car with Cristy and some guys to protect them in case something happened. They decided to start the plan tomorrow morning because as much as they wanted to finish Maria off, they couldn’t just do that that night, cuz Maria and her army must be in their highest level of spirit at night.
Meanwhile, on that night, the queen came to pay a visit to Justin’s house to say thanks to him that he let her do what she wanted to. because she knew too well that if he didn’t want it, she wouldn’t come to her but somewhere else.
She easily reached his house and before she even knocked of course he opened the door first. He could smell her scent from a far.
“what are you doing here?”
She came in without him telling her to and said
“I just wanna say my thank you to you for letting her go with her decision. I know if you didn’t let her, she wouldn’t come to me”
“she’s so stubborn anyway and I couldn’t stand it and you’re welcome. So there you go. Your purpose of being here has just been fulfilled right?” he was cold
“yeah.” she said still looking at him hoping he would do the same. he kept his eyes anywhere but hers
“you’re talking about stubborn? I think she’s just as stubborn as you” she said again. he didn’t give her any sign to respond in fact he didn’t want to.
“we were good at that fight, why are you being so cold again with me now, Justin?” she asked confused with him being like that again since he clearly showed he cared back then at the fight. On the other side, Justin couldn’t even answer that question himself, it was not like he wanted to give her the answer though. He felt like him being pissed off because of Alex made him pissed off with, basically, everything and everyone. And surprisingly, the queen was one of them.
“okay. I’m gonna go now. But I just wanted to let you know that we plan a war with Maria tomorrow morning. Don’t worry, we’ll keep Alexis safe. We’re not taking her to the war”
“you’re not but as soon as you realize that some of her blood apparently aint enough to kill that bitch, you’ll have your people to take the poor girl and take all her blood eventually” he said and that startled the queen to hear him saying such a thing like she didn’t have a heart.
“you’re saying like that as if I’m a heartless”
“so you’re not? someone with a heart wont walk by fvcking easy from the person they love.” There Justin stated a point.
“so you still don’t understand ?” she asked, surprised of what he just said.
“okay Justin. I think I’m done now so I’m out. Good night” she said again as she walked out of his house.
When she left, he sunk in to his own thoughts. He couldn’t even imagine what tomorrow would bring. It was either he would lose Alex or Mertha or basically the both of them. He didn’t even realize that he even thought of such a thing that losing one of them or the both of them would be a matter to him since they were just nothing in his life at the moment to begin with.
Finally the next morning came and everyone was ready for what was about to go down. They went straight to Maria’s mansion without any warning of a war for them.
“no warning’s needed when you wanna take a devil down” the queen said that night.
Right after they reached the mansion, they wasted no time and started to go wild fighting every new born, finishing them off until they got to the entrance of the mansion. There they all met with tons of newborns but they were ready for that as the queen led them all. Maria was still no where to be found, it was either she was hiding or planning something. But hiding didn’t sound like something she would do. While everyone was fighting over the newborns, there were a lot of of them, way too many of them compared to the army of the queen, the queen was in search for Maria, she was so desperate to kill her already. Even though it would be no where near easy in the process but she knew once she got a hold of her, she would spray the human blood to Maria and to make it even better, she would also force her to drink the blood.
Finally, the queen with 5 people of hers following her behind, could smell the presence of Maria near around her now. Then she opened that door that apparently led to a huge room and there she found Maria standing all by herself beside a big window in the room.
“you’re here. I didn’t think you would have the nerve to even start a war with me, Mertha” Maria said still looking at the outside
“I didn’t think either that you’d be this mad about taking over Neverland and not to mention, the world.” The queen responded as she gestured her people to stop following her now and just stand in the door as she walked closer to where Maria was.
“you know that you can just be in my good side and stick with me so there wouldn’t be any sibling war.” Maria was saying
“besides, humans are nothing compared to us so there’s no point of them to live in this world again. the only thing they’re good at is to be our meal.” She said again
“they’re the priority of this world. They’re the priority of life itself. So we cant destroy them. We cant take over something that we don’t have a hold to.” the queen said
“you know that you sound extremely ridiculous right, my sister?” Maria said and when she said “my sister” she made sure that she pronounced the words like she wanted to throw up.
“How on earth don’t we have a hold to their world, to their life, when they cant even protect themselves, because they don’t even have any power to begin with?” Maria said again as smirking and she still set her eyes to whatever it was outside.
“in their head of theirs, they got a brain that none of us can even have any idea of. We know all the stuff in life because of who? Them. They’re founders. They’re great with their own ways.” The queen responded as she was getting even closer to her by the seconds as she made herself 100% ready for a sudden move she was about to make to take her down and show her that she got the blood of the human girl.
“oohhh..kay? whatever its not like I care because to be real honest here, I can only care less.” Maria responded her fast
“so, what you got?” she suddenly asked
“what?” the queen asked back confused of her sudden question but she actually had a feeling of what she was talking about
“don’t play dumb with me, Mertha. You know off all people, you know that I’m not stupid. So what you got now that you have the nerve to start this war?” Maria was speaking and now she turned her head already and looked into her sister’s eyes to find something she was trying to hide there.
“you know how brave I am”
“no its no more about that. its more than that. there’s something else. What the fuck are you trying to hide from me?” Maria responded as intimidating her sister with her stare.
“what if I’m not hiding anything? Maria, you can stop this before its too late”
“you’ve got to be kidding me. I want this. I don’t stop what I start because I’m not a fool. Well, the choice can go to you I guess, you can stop this before its too late unless you got something from Alexis with you maybe you can think about a war then” Maria was saying, her intense gaze never left the queen. She then narrowed her eyes towards her and there she came to a realization.
“oh hold on there..i figured I haven’t spotted any sign of Justin being in here. besides, no one told me he’s here. so if its not Justin… you got the blood.” Maria said again as she made a defense position.
“like you said, you’re not a fool” the queen responded as smirking
The next second, the queen attacked her. they both were attacking each other without no sigh of stopping unless one of them died. On the other side of the room, the queen’s army was still fighting over the newborns. Even though, they were obviously lost in number but they could handle it good but of course there was the sacrifice to pay for that. some couldn’t make it alive fighting them. Meanwhile, there were about 3 newborns, Maria’s favorites, making their way to Maria’s room to check everything. There they met the 5 army of the queen so they fought them till those 5 were dead ass or else they couldn’t get in to the room. on the other side, the queen was still fighting over her sister and she won at times but was lost too at times. both were even since both basically got the same power.
“you cant get rid of me” Maria said in the middle of the fight
“yeah neither can you to me. But fortunately I got what you don’t” the queen responded smirking a little at the end.
They kept on fighting and about time that the queen finally got a full hold on her. Maria was under her now, she choked her neck hard as she was trying to pull out the blood she had been putting in her clothes. Maria was well aware of what the queen was doing but she couldn’t get rid of her that easy this time. But what made her sick in the stomach of herself was how she couldn’t smell that blood she had been hiding in her clothes. She finally could pull it out and pour the blood on Maria’s body. Maria felt like she was burning on the outside but she was still trying her butt off to close her mouth or else she would just go worse because of the blood’s effect. The queen was just as much trying to make her open that mouth of hers and pour out the blood but of course that was not easy. She was still strong enough even when the blood was on her body already.
Meanwhile, Justin was having a battle with his own self. A part of him wanted him to just don’t care but there was a big part of him telling him that he cared and he needed to help the queen and most importantly make sure of Alexis’ being alive. He had been battling with himself for all night long. he knew there was a fight going on now. And he couldn’t get rid of the thoughts of what might happen there and what might happen to the queen and Alexis. He finally came to a decision, he thought he had to make one or else he would be going mad, that he would check out what happened there and if it was the queen’s team that was winning, he wouldn’t make an appearance but if it was the otherwise, he sure knew what to do. On the other side of place, Alex was with Cristy and some of the queen’s people in a car that was not really far but not close either to Maria’s mansion. Alex was asleep because they gave her a pill for good. They didn’t want her to be in anxiety while the war was going on.
Finally Justin reached Maria’s mansion and thought that this war was not fair since Maria’s got an army that was probably 2 or 3 times bigger than the queen. He then tried to set his focus on finding the queen. He knew both the queen n Maria wouldn’t be in that crowd so he moved to the other place and headed to the center of the mansion where he thought they would possibly be there since he knew Maria loved to use that place, basically, for anything. and he was right. There from the big window, he could see where both were. He noticed that the queen was on top of Maria and he loved the view. He noticed that the blood that was already on Maria’s body didn’t really work on her as she was still able to make a move. He thought to himself that he could probably be 100% right about it took all of Alex’ blood to shut Maria down completely.
“fuck!” he spat.
He started to question where Alex was at the moment. He closed his eyes as he tried to smell his surrounding to find Alex.
“shit! Where the hell is she?!” he spat again.
“argh!!!” he suddenly heard someone groaned and he knew he was familiar with the voice. He took his attention back to the mansion only to find out the queen was being attacked by 2 newborns. There, it hit his button. He was mad of what he was watching so he entered the room wildly without a second thought and attacked the 2 newborns. While the one newborn was trying to help Maria to collect herself together as the newborn licked Alex’ blood that was almost on all over her. it didn’t take long for Justin to finish off the two newborns and when he did, he helped the queen to stand still.
“you okay?” he asked
“y--yeah. thank you.” she replied him looking him in the eyes.
“where’s Alexis?”
“she’s safe. Don’t wor..”
“where is she?” he cut her off
She knew she had to give him an answer but before she did so, the one newborn tried to attack him
“watch out!” she cried
He turned around in second and attacked the newborn first instead.
“I’ll take care of them. you tell the others and find the human girl.” Maria suddenly ordered the newborn and he did what he was told automatically.
Hearing that, Justin came to her in second and strangled her.
“y-you s-should’ve be-en in m-my t-tea-m, J-justin” she said in between her breath.
“you shouldn’t have put your hands on her” he said firmly ignoring Maria as he kept strangling her making her locked helplessly.
Not even a minute after, he heard a sound of someone was groaning in pain again but it wasn’t from Maria. He sure as hell knew who belonged to that voice so he turned around only to find out that Queen Mertha was being attacked by 5 newborns as one of them succeed in strangling her in pain. Not like a pain a human would get because they would have a difficulty to breath but because of the thing that it could break their neck that would shut them down completely. he made a move the minute he found out what was up as he left Maria fell to the floor helplessly.
“help Maria!” one of the newborns ordered their pals as he realized of Justin’s move.
2 of them did what they were told in second as the rest was trying to fight Justin the best they could at least until Maria could get herself back together.
“oh my god!” someone gasped and Justin knew who it was from, as everyone knew Justin was the best when it came to great focus of whats around.
Liz had just reached the huge room after having a wild fight with the newborns back at the entrance of the mansion. She had a view of what was about to happen in no time and that wasn’t good at all. so she decided to tell the queen about what she saw. she was shocked to know how she found Maria and the queen being on the floor and Justin that out of nowhere was there fighting over the newborns. She approached the queen and helped her to collect herself together as she was trying to tell her the info.
“oh my God. You okay, queen?”
“yeah. Justin came just in time”
“thank God! Well, we obviously lost in number, queen Mertha. But I guess there’s one thing to worry about here Queen..”
“what are you trying to say?”
“Alexis is not safe”
“fuck!” Justin spat hearing Liz as he broke one of the newborns’ neck. There were 2 that left to be shut down now.
“what do you mean? We got our people and Cristy with her” the queen said as she was trying to recollect herself together after the pain she had received.
“I’ve just seen the newborns found her and your people seemed to be nothing compared to the fresh newborns. Maria sent fresh newborns for Alexis.”
“let’s go help her then”
“two of us?”
“yeah. let the rest of us keeps the war going”
And with that, they made their move.
“what the fuck?! Fuck! Shit! Fuck!” Justin spat over and over again after he was done with the newborns. Just as he was about to break one of the newborns that was trying to help Maria, he was stopped by the smell of human blood he was familiar with.
“what’s up Justin ?” Maria smirked knowing what made him spat about.
She could also smell the blood because she was now familiar with it too ever since it was on top of her a few moments back then.
Meanwhile on the other part of the mansion, at the entrance, the queen and Liz were stopped by the arrival of what she wished she didn’t just witness. Everyone stopped their fight. There, 10 or 20 newborns were making their moves entering the mansion with Alexis being carried by them. But that obviously wasn’t the only problem there, 3 of the newborns were covered with blood on their clothes and mouths. Obviously, Alexis’ blood and she was dying as she was lying helplessly in their hands.


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Author : Lintang Puspitasari / twitter : @flowerosalice / fb : Lintang Puspita Victorialice
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The Queen's Mansion

Justin's Mansion

Maria's Mansion



BETWEEN THE REAL AND THE NEVERLAND Chapter 12 ( JB FanFiction/JBFF)

BETWEEN THE REAL
AND
THE NEVERLAND
 

 
Real Life is Real Life

Neverland isn’t Called Never Land for Nothing
 
 
Chapter 12 : A Key Is Always Worth Fighting For

ere was those time where she would fall to the ground but then she would help herself to stand up and run again.. Yeah she never let her foot stop from running even for a second. In the meantime, the newborns were following her behind, they ran after her slowly and they did such a thing in purpose. It’s a pleasure for them watching her in fear. on the other hand, tears were pouring out from her eyes watering her cheeks without she even realized it. Alex felt like she was on the verge of despair, she knew too well for a fact that this was actually useless for her to keep on running cuz they would get her eventually. She had no idea if help would come this time knowing Justin was nowhere near her. And that was when she realized about something, Justin was the definition of the word “help” itself all this time ever since she stepped her foot in the Neverland. When she was in danger, he would always come up out of nowhere and save her but this time she doubted that. She felt like he was sick of her and that was why he left her there in the wood all alone while she was asleep. That kind of feelings didn’t help at all, she felt uncomfortable thinking about that at the same time as she was running and the next second that happened was something she never thought would happen, she was caught by the hand and pulled to the side of a big tree and that was when she had idea of the one who caught and pulled her, that person gratefully happened to be Justin. He somehow looked so concern but he definitely looked tense and one thing she would immediately notice about him for that time being was that his eyes looked so deadly that it made whoever who saw him would get goosebumps. If eyes could kill sure as hell any 1 would just die the minute they saw him. minutes before she was in fear for the newborns getting her now it was obviously replaced by being in fear of Justin and he didn’t even look or stare at her. he kept his hard and deadly stare to his front and then before one of both even voiced a word, Justin left her again there behind a big tree. She was startled by his sudden move so she remained still. In the meantime, Justin was heading straight to the newborns and finished them all off tremendously and ruthlessly. Meanwhile, Alex didn’t care anymore on what’s going on, she fell to the ground and hugged herself, she was just so tired of everything, she was tired of being scared, being not safe and being chased by people she didn’t even know. She hugged herself and sobbed right behind the big tree but then it sounded more like a crying than just another sobbing.
“u ok?” a voiced asked Alex who was still crying while hugging herself. She knew whose voice that was, instead of lifting her head up or responding him, she just remained still.
“I’m sorry” he said. He was kneeling down right in front of her so that they’re in the same position.
“I’m scared” she was saying between her tears
“I’m really sorry for leaving u there, I just wanted to look for water for you but you know I’ve made sure that ur surroundings was safe. But I was wrong as u can see” he said in gritted teeth somehow.
She didn’t give any sign that she would respond him and he figured that quickly. The little human girl was just in a great fear. he then just sat beside her not knowing what to do but he wanted to just hug her tight n tell her that he’s there and everything’s gonna be alright but he had a hard time to do just that. So they both were just there behind the big tree sitting side by side, Alex hugging herself hiding her messed up face n Justin sitting right next to her watching her hoping she would stop crying already. He felt pity and something he couldn’t comprehend hitting him as he’s watching her.
“please stop crying” he whispered
Sure she heard him and that was just exactly what she really wished she could do but it felt like it was not even tears anymore it was like a waterfall. She tried to control herself. The fear the anxiety the hurt, all those feelings kept on hitting her weak soul and she could do nothing but cry. it was real hard to control herself at the time being knowing she might have just hit her button already. In the middle of putting herself together to stop crying, she still noticed how Justin’s voice sounded different as the usual. He never sounded that low, he never sounded like he cared when he spoke but this time he sounded care and so low and it did catch a lot of alex’ attention. She wanted to lift her head up n see him but she was well aware that she looked so messed up at the time especially that she still hadn’t stopped crying. She didn’t even get it why she even minded it that she would look bad in front of him. She tried to at least hold her tears so it would just be her sobbing so then she could lift her head up
“please..” she heard him once again
And that was it, she lifted her head n saw him right beside her watching her n his face was something she thought she would never find the right words to describe. tense, concern, hurt were all over his face but at the same time he looked emotionless just like the usual.
He kinda felt better seeing her could at least lift her head up n the fact that she was no longer crying so hard anymore n then the next second was the staring contest happened. They both were just staring at each other in the eyes without voicing any words. She was still crying though and she bit her lips hard trying to stop the tears. In actuality he couldn’t stand it seeing her like that. It hurt him but he had no idea about it.
His move kind of surprised her. he wiped her tears n shook his head, a sign for her to just stop crying n the next minute being her laying her head on his shoulder as he’s side hugging her. he didn’t hold back anymore and so did she. They stayed still like that for minutes as her sobbing started to vanish by the seconds. It surprised her that his hug had that ability to comfort her.
“stop crying please” he said as he let out of the hug and stared into her eyes.
She couldn’t voice a word
He held her hand and caressed it.
“please” he said again. he was begging, it was obvious
She did want to say something but she had a hard time to even voice a single word n that was definitely because of too much crying but that didn’t stop her from trying though. She couldn’t help it seeing him begging so she managed to voice a word n once she could, all that came up was “hug me” and it even sounded like she was whispering but sure he could still hear her so he did what she wanted. He hugged her tight and caressed her back and she just hugged him back just as tight.
When they were hugging each other, they both got that feelings they had never once experienced before n they didn’t even have idea about it but they both sure could feel and they loved the feelings.
He released the hug and stared into her eyes n so did she.
“good. Don’t ever cry again” he said
“i..” she was trying to voice a word but she was stopped by her coughing.
In reflex, he held her hand and the other hand held n caressed her back.
“u ok?” he said n that was obvious there was that anxiety in his voice
“yeah” she answered him. The cough apparently helped her to talk just like the usual.
“thank you, Justin” she thanked him from the bottom of her heart.
He smiled at her, still holding her hand.
“sorry for leaving u.  I never meant to” he said
“I know. But I was just so scared when I found out u’re not next to me” she was stating the truth.
“I’m sorry!” he said again sincerely n she smiled at him and shook her head telling it was okay now.
“but how could u even know that I nvr meant to leave u there?” he was asking
“I dont know” she answered nonchalantly not rlly knowing what to say.
Justin gave her the look that she couldn’t just tell him that. He demanded a clear answer and she sure knew that.
“I did feel so scared when I knew u’re not with me that I felt like u were maybe sick of me already n that was why u left me n that kind of made me think u left me in purpose but still I don’t know i felt like theres something inside of me telling me u wont ever leave me.” She was trying to explain
“but I don’t know..” she said again lowering her head
He just smiled and held her chin to make her look at him again.
They stared into each other’s eyes again but then Justin broke it and said
“this is..” he was saying but couldn’t even finish his sentence
“what?” she was eager to know what he was about to say
“I don’t know. This is..this feels different” he said again.
“what do you mean?” she was starting to get confused of what he was saying
“have you ever felt like that before?” he asked as he looked into her eyes searching for something real.
“like what ? like what I’ve just told you?”
“uh huh”
“to be honest, no” she admitted
“why?” she asked him as she found out he didn’t give any sign to respond any minute
He shook his head as smiling and said “nothing”
“tell me?” she asked more like begging as she bit her lips hoping his mood wouldn’t change and just stay like this.
He seemed to be in thoughts for some seconds and then he finally smiled a little and looked into her eyes like no one ever would. The look he gave her was intense, concern yet it was sincere somehow. He then moved closer towards her while they kept eyes locked to each other. Alex could feel how she was starting to get a breathing problem and she didn’t have any clue of why. well, what she felt was of course for a reason, the next second, he leaned in and kissed her on the lips. She was startled of his move but she couldn’t bring herself to slap him or anything to release the kiss like she would usually do if there was a guy who even dared to steal a kiss with her. this was the third time he kissed her without any permission but this time she felt something different that the kiss was different. she had no idea why she was being like that. she remained still instead while he was moving his lips on hers as his hands travelling to her body and one was holding her neck gently. There were so many thoughts running through her head at the time and there was none of those about her boyfriend, Joey. She didn’t even think about him or what he would feel if he found out about this. it was like she lost control of herself, she was just enjoying the moment she was having with Justin. On the other side, Justin was still doing his magic kissing her giving her all he got and he only got deeper by the seconds. In actuality though, he was trying his best to keep himself in control not to lose himself with the human girl he was kissing because if he did, he could kill her right there and then just by kissing her and accidently going down to her neck and sucking her blood. He could also feel how the kiss was different. It wasn’t like any kisses he used to have with other girls. He loved the feeling of kissing her that it was hard for him to stop and he was so grateful that she remained calm and didn’t go wild with the kiss but letting him do the favor he liked instead. It made everything easier for him. Meanwhile, Alex was starting to get drown because of the kissing that she kissed him back before she even knew it. That definitely surprised Justin so he automatically released the kiss by throwing himself harshly and that made him spring away to a big tree and hit against it hard. but that didn’t hurt him at all as he just stood there as he leaned himself to the tree. Alex was definitely shocked of that. she caught her breath trying to take a breath like she normally would as she was confused to dead of what had just happened between them, especially to Justin.
“what happened ?”  she asked with her confused look as she bit her lips
“no. nothing.” He replied short
And that made Alex afraid of his mood that probably changed at that right moment. She was starting to feel hurt as she lowered her head down to the ground.
“hey.. don’t feel bad or anything. you didn’t do anything wrong” he finally explained a little. She still didn’t lift her head up so he decided to approach her and stand right in front of her.
“hey, Alexis, you hear me?” he said as he paid his only attention to her
“tell me what happened? Am I not good enough for you? was that bad?” she threw him questions as she lifted her head up and stared at him as biting her lips. She didn’t even have any idea of what she was talking about. Everything just came out from her mouth before she even knew it.
“no. you took that the wrong way.” He said and she just looked at him signaling that she needed to hear more details
“you make a move, even a little one, I can hurt you..” he paused
“or kill you right there and then” he finished his words.
She got even more confused now that she heard his reasoning. Despite of that, she replied him with “I’m sorry”
“no. not your fault at all” he said as he gave her a hug.
Alex couldn’t help but smile for this side of Justin she thought didn’t exist. This was the soft side of him and she sure as hell loved it and felt like she would do anything to keep him that way. They then sat again to have some little rest and didn’t utter any words after what happened. Both could feel the different atmosphere surrounding them, good but awkward at the same time. regardless of the awkward atmosphere, they could feel they felt way more comfortable than before over each other’s company. So both decided to just enjoy the moment at the time.
After 30 minutes or so passed, they finally continued the walk. Even when they were walking, both still didn’t utter any words but it was not like an uncomfortable silent. It was a good one that Alex even felt like if she started to open her mouth it would ruin everything. She couldn’t stop smiling because of the happiness that came over her and she didn’t even know why she was that happy but one thing she knew for sure, the source of it was Justin. he used to be the one who would make her upset and felt like she hated him to dead but now it was like 180 degree, everything changed after everything that happened, after he saved her life time and time. On the other hand, Justin was too much into his own thoughts. He wasn’t really sure of what he was really feeling towards the human girl. the one thing he knew for sure was that he loved being around her and it hurt him to see her miserable. He was so grateful again that she never questioned things because if she did, he probably wouldn’t know how to answer anyway. but at the same time, he was kind of curious of her well being that never questioned stuff lately because when he first met her, he could remember everything that she was nothing but a girl who couldn’t really shut up.
“I noticed you’ve been quite lately. Why?” he suddenly broke the comfortable silent and asked her.
“what?” she responded chuckling hearing his ridiculous question
“well, you heard me” he said as shrugging his shoulders
“umm..actually, that’s just how I am. I’ve always been like that you know” she said chuckling again
“you’re asking me a ridiculous question” she said again
“no I’m not. let me tell you this, when I first met you, you seemed like you had a problem to shut your mouth that it made me wanna kiss you every time you opened your mouth to shut you up” he explained.
“I thought I told you before that I’m actually quite but because of this place, I just feel like I’ve lost my mind. But you know that I’m getting quite every day here right? That’s because that’s just how I really am” she explained
“oh I see now.” He responded
“which one do you like anyway?”
“what?”
“me being quite or noisy?”
“quite of course” he smiled as he glanced at her for a second and that made her smile too.
“why?”
“so I don’t need to kiss you every time or else, I’ll lose control of myself”
She couldn’t help but smile hearing that.
“so, are we still far?” she asked, changing the subject
“yeah definitely”
“okay”
“just tell me if you’re tired”
“yeah”
It was silent again for a couple of minutes till Alex finally became the one who broke the silent now
“so..umm.. I’m just wondering.. do you have a girl now?”
“no”
“so how long have you been single?”
“a long time”
“so you’ve been in a relationship before?” stupid question and she knew that but she regretted nothing asking him that as he was okay with it.
“yeah of course”
“then why don’t you be in a relationship again?”
“seems like the noisy Alexis is comin back to live”
She chuckled hearing that as she replied
“well, you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to”
“I know. what if it’s me now who ask you questions?” he smirked
“okay” she smiled
“okay. So, what was your first question again? oh.. do you have a boy now?”
“uhh to be honest yeah”
“I feel bad if he knows about..”
“shut up” she cut him off knowing where he was going with that
“especially if I tell him you even gave the kiss back to me” he smirked
“no. you don’t wanna tell him. Shut up!” she requested.
“don’t be so mean. I’ve never asked you questions before and now that I do you wanna shut me up?” he said as smirking
“you are way worse than me!” she said as she hit his hand a little and he chuckled.
“so, have you guys been in a long relationship now?”
“yeah. I’ve never been in one before, so he’s my first time”
“seriously?”
“yeah”
“I bet I’m your first kiss”
“don’t start again please”
“so it’s true?” he smirked interesting of the new information he got about her
“and you did it without my permission.” She responded
“well, I’m sorry? I didn’t know right?”
“well, its not like it could stop you if you knew”
“I know” he replied short and fast as he stopped his steps and that made her do the same too.
“I’m sorry for that” he said as he looked into her eyes and she didn’t expect him to say that in such a way to her. he didn’t seem like that type of guy.
“it’s okay now” she replied before she even knew it
“so it was not okay?” he still looked into her eyes making her hard to think straight
“uhhh.. umm.. “ she was having a hard time to speak
“just tell me. I promise I’m not gonna mad about it”
“I told you I hated you right?”
“I thought you never meant it”
“I .. I didn’t even know. maybe you’re right that I didn’t mean it but I just didn’t like it for the way you treated me back then but it’s okay now. Really”
“I promise I wont treat you the way I did before” he sounded so serious of what he said and his eyes could tell her the same too and that made her smile and think that he changed. he was not the same Justin anymore, the Justin that had a mood issue, that was cold and rude. In actuality it was actually only to her. he was still the same Justin to others. They then continued walking again.
When the night came, they finally decided to take a rest as they didn’t bring anything with them to give them some light. In actuality though, Justin didn’t need that kind of stuff, he could still see everything clear like it was just in the daylight. They sat behind a big tree and she laid her head on his shoulder.
“Justin ?” she said breaking the silent
“yeah?”
“have you ever wondered of me having idea of what this people in this land is ?”
“i don’t think I did”
“why?”
“I feel like you know so its useless to wonder things right?”
“uhmm.. really? How do you feel so?”
“I’ve practically caught you being near around us when we’re talking about things or when I was fighting in Maria’s mansion where you were supposed to be in that coffin room. and I recall, you’ve watched how I killed Gerald that night.”
She bit her lips listening to him.
“why..out of everyone, you’re like the one who’s always focus that it makes you know and see everything?”
“that’s the same about you being a quite girl”
“wow.”
“what?”
“nothing. It just seems like you’re just that great in this land”
“I believe even in your land I’ll also be the greatest” he smirked
“yeah” she smiled
“that’s why people are afraid of you. right ?”
“obviously. That’s good cuz then they wont mess with me”
“yeah. so..how important is my blood actually for this land? or so they say to save this land and what? The world too?”
“yeah”
“how important ?”
“I don’t really know actually but yeah it’s important but I think I can kill that bitch if I want to”
“then why didn’t you do that since a long time?”
“I don’t feel like she really has that courage in herself to do that even with the army and stuff”
“why? everyone knows she only screams danger so I think it’s better to finish her off if someone is capable of that so that this land will be in peace”
“I know. but she’s sister with Mertha. And I know you must’ve known about this right?”
“yeah. so whats the problem? I don’t think the Queen has a problem if she dies?”
“I know her enough. She actually hopes that her sister would change someday.”
There, she got the point of what he was trying to say more than he imagined she could. He didn’t want to kill Maria because of Queen Mertha. He didn’t want to hurt the queen cause it would hurt him too. Because he still loved her.
“Justin?” she said again breaking the silent in that night for the second time
“yeah?. don’t worry I’m not gonna fall asleep so you can just talk anything to me without worrying about me falling asleep and not listening to you” he smirked. She chuckled hearing him
“with all this situation that’s been going on lately, don’t you think that the Queen has changed her mind bout Maria would change someday?”
“are you saying that she actually wants to kill her now? I guess yeah. she somehow told me that anyway. and I could see it in her eyes she’s being serious. Besides, Maria’s been going crazier than ever now. It’s about time that Mertha figures it out that she’d never change”
“wait..you knew that she’d never change?”
“of course I knew. Once you commit to be a devil, you wont stop. That’s how it always works.”
“so, basically, you’re actually okay if you want to kill her?”
“of course. I just don’t wanna get involved with everything cause it’s not my job. There’s a queen here so that’s definitely her job”
She then felt stupid for her little theory a couple of minutes back then. she was wrong about him. What made her wonder now if he still loved the queen or not.
“you should get involved Justin. they need you” she said what was only supposed to be in her mind
“um sorry. I didn’t mean to say that” she said again as she realized of what she just said
“I don’t think so”
“what?”
“they don’t need me”
“no. they do. They really do. If they don’t, everything would be clear by now and she got killed already by now but I bet since you’re still here with me accompanying me to get out of here, she still must be around”
“I’m here to show you the way cause I know you don’t know”
“but knowing its you, you’d just show me the wood and let me walk out of this land myself. right?”
“yeah but I knew I actually care for you since the beginning if not, you wont be breathing right now”
She didn’t know what to feel about that. she bit her lips. She was actually happy to know that he cared because all this time she felt like he didn’t. she then sat in her position and fixed her messy hair. She actually had so much in her thought at the time being ever since she was asking about her blood being important for Neverland.
Justin then noticed that she was in thoughts. He then tried to tell something he thought she needed to know. so he looked at her for the first time in that night after the converstaion
“hey Alexis. I just..wanted to let you know that I actually care for you and I really do and I’m sorry if what I did didn’t show it at all to you.”
“yeah it’s okay. I understand. You don’t have to say sorry again and again I feel like we’re never going to meet again you know” she said as she looked him in the eyes. hearing what she said, he just looked at her without planning to respond her for that.
“uhmm.. Justin if you don’t..if you don’t wanna get yourself involved, its okay, its your choice, and I think my choice now is..” she said as she bit her lips
“hey, what are you thinking now?” he asked as he looked into her eyes, something he would do when he was being concern. He knew she had been in thoughts but he felt like it wasn’t so good.
“I’m just thinking that since you cant help Neverland because you don’t wanna get involved, I think I can, with this blood of mine”
“no what are you talking about? You can get yourself killed”
“I wont. I wont let that happen. I just wanted to help this land. I don’t wanna be selfish anymore. I know that this land needs me but what im doing is trying to get out of this land without doing something I know I can. Let me do this Justin. and show me how to do this”
“no. you’re gonna get yourself killed”
“I wont if you tell me how to do this”
“don’t be stubborn, Alexis.” He said and he stood up and that made her stand up to. she was now standing behind him.
“I don’t. I just wanna help. Whats so wrong about that?”
“because it’ll  be just useless then if you’re gonna get killed in the end”
“how that am I going to be killed though? They say they only need my blood right?”
“and we don’t know how much of your blood we actually need to kill that bitch”
“what?”
“yeah” he turned around only to find out she was looking to the ground. He then held her chin to lift her head up
“that’s why the possibility of you getting killed is big”
She took a deep breath
“I’m sure you still want to see your family, friends and boyfriend. I’m sure you still wanna be with them” he said again to make her convinced that she was wrong for ever thinking she could help.
“you’re right. But we never know, if we haven’t tried”
“Akexis, you don’t understand what you’re talking about. It’s getting late, I think you should go to sleep now. We still have a long walk tomorrow.” He said
“Justin please?!” she begged and looked him in the eyes. he knew she was being serious but he couldn’t let her do that. that was too risky for her. he didn’t give her any sign to respond and that made her think to come up with something smart so he couldn’t say no anymore
“if you don’t wanna show me how to do that. that’s fine. I’ll know eventually. Besides I don’t need to ask for your permission to do this and I sure as hell don’t need to listen to you. so whatever you say or do wont change my decision.  I’m going to the queen’s mansion tomorrow and no one can stop me even you.” she said as she then sat herself back again and paid her attention to the night sky.
Meanwhile, Justin was pissed off. He couldn’t believe that she was that stubborn. He didn’t even know what to do or feel at the moment. He then leaned himself to a tree not far from where Alex was. She finally fell asleep and usually he would take that chance to stare at her but that night he was too pissed off of how stubborn she was so he paid his only attention to the sky as he remained still with his position. 






 
 
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Author : Lintang Puspitasari / twitter : @flowerosalice / fb : Lintang Puspita Victorialice
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